I was trying it again, as every night for the last two weeks. I was trying a different method this time. I went to bed at 11pm...got up at 3:40am and stayed up until like 4:15am or so and read a little about astral travel and ate a snack and drank some orange juice.
I stayed downstairs on the travelbed, which is very nice btw :)
It took me a while to get into the tingle stage, but finally I got there. I had the feeling, my body produced more saliva than usual, which is very disturbing and distracting. But still I could manage to do my breathing and all that.
I got into a stage, where I remembered that some people call their spiritual master/guide to help them to get out the body and protect them? Since I have never done that before, I just gave it a try. So there I was laying, talking to a spiritual beeing in my mind hoping for the best. The second I finished my sentence, my whole body was vibrating very high, felt like very intense tingling..is that the right word??
my chest felt very heavy, as if something pushed on it, but i smiled in my mind and wasn`t afraid of it cause I kew, this is a part of the procedure. BUT.....whatever I tried, I just could NOT get out of my body....no technique worked. I imagined myself hovering above myself, I imaged myself getting lighter and lighter and float out my body,,,I imagined myself beeing somewhere in the room....I even imagined my spiritual guide pulling me out..nothing!!!!
All that happened was, that I felt the energy inside wanting to exit but couldn't..as if there was a barrier, or something that wouldn't let me. I don't get this, I am absolutely not afraid, I don't eat meat anymore....I became vegan for many good reasons not to long ago :)
So maybe you guys have had the same or a similar problem and are able to guide me through this. Please, I am so close and I won`t give up.
namaste