Trying to understand this more many expierices

Since I was young, I have seen things, and I have heard things all around me. I constantly see very strange pockets of color, spots of color, strange lines sometimes just appear. When I was little, I would go to sleep at night and would wake up frozen, I could not breathe or move aka Sleep paralysis. Many times the room would manifest into somewhere else change color setting it was amazing. My actual astral expierice though was when I was 17 I was in a hospital, as I laid down as went to sleep I remember lifting my arm and seeing it was super wavy and misty. I stood up. I walked around I talked with the nurses I even slept by one of their stations (SO I THOUGHT!! I was told I never spoke with them that they saw me asleep on my bed)remember floating around and going thru walls seeing people. I could see through people at times. Here's the crazy thing none of nurses or Dr with their PH.D. Could explain. I got a teddy bear in my expierience that they only give when discharged (I was to be discharged at 8:53AM) in my Expieriece which I still beleive real, I received that bear at 8:53AM, but the next day I took it with me and the lady said how did you get that? The same lady from the dream I said you gave it to me??? No I didn't she said. Blew their minds. Did I bring it back with me? Did I actually pull it back from a future moment and then it replayed exactly as the state went? I long for someone to help me understand this state I love to help others and I want to continue using this gift I feel with knowledge comes the power to release. No negative comments like not possible or can't be done. Anything can be done