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Hey guy's, i just wanted to post something that happened to me the night before last when i was lying down to go to sleep. It was about 11 30 at night and i had to be up early that next morning to do a run for the Korean Holiday Chuesok...(Sorry if i mispelt that). But before i layed down, something in my mind was telling me that i was going to have an interesting experience while trying to sleep.
So i laid down and my mind was quiet....oddly quiet. You know when some nights your literally fighting thoughts out of your mind? That night was the exact opposite, i easily obtained the mind silence. But in all honesty, i wasn't even trying to Astral Project, like i said, i had to be up that early and really spent too long on my MMO and really needed all the sleep i could get. (FFIV Gungnir server, J'ahto Tia, if anyone plays send me a tell! :D).
That being said, i began to get vibrations and a tingling sensation throughout my whole body, but then, something strange happened. In my minds eye i saw this purple flash of light in the shape of a disc and it had strange sigils and...man it's so hard to describe, it just had these inscriptions. So I focused on it and it began to move around my mental screen so i followed it with my minds eye focus, trying to hold it in my gaze. And then i started getting really strong pre exit sensations, rapid heart chakra activity, my body was numb and i could feel my energy body swaying in and out of my physical and it was slowly rocking from side to side.
A sudden thought came to my mind when i thought to focus on these sensations, it was the feeling NOT focus on them, and just let them happen. So, i followed my instinct and just let it go. I felt short of breath and i felt like is was the hardest to ignore, i couldnt feel myself breathing or feel the air that i was taking in but i just forced myself to KNOW that i was breathing and that i was safe. Eventually the small scale of worry that i could feel in this meditative state faded away. Then, moments later, the craziest part of the experience happened.
From the center of my focus point in my minds eye, the darkness began to fade and within a few seconds, my minds eye was completely open. It was incredible, my body was tingling energetically and my heart was racing, however i was extremely calm. I wanted to make sure i was actually looking through my minds eye and not accidently squinting so i tried to calmly close my eyes tighter, i did and still could see as though my eyes were open, even though i could feel my eyelids calmly pressing tighter together.
Then I saw this figure, it was all black and i couldnt really make out any gender specific physic's...but it was floating around me and i could tell that whatever it was, was facing me. It floated around my and then it's bottom half floated through my bed, where as it's top half was still next to me, looking straight down at me.
This is where i got excited, i tried to do some exit techniques and it didnt work so i stopped my session short, i hadnt noticed that 45 minutes had gone by and i really needed to sleep so i wouldnt slow everyone down on that run the next day. However, none the less, i THINK those purple discs were the spirit communicating with me trying to help, but i'm not sure...what do you guys think? I hope you guy's enjoyed my experience, i hope to post more soon!
