Please Help

I am writing this post as a call for help because for over 2 years, I have been tormented non-stop by a swath of entities. I have tried everything I could possibly think of to get rid of them - having worked with dozens of psychics, shamans, and entity removal specialists. I have managed to clear most of them but I still, to this day, have not been able to fully move past this and reclaim my autonomy and my life.

At one point, around last summer, I decided to explore astral projection to see if I could actually do it - to project my consciousness into the non-physical space and clear them out myself. I threw myself into everything I could find on this topic. I watched countless Youtube videos, read dozens of articles, visited this subreddit several times a day; I even signed up for AP courses from Michael Raduga and Florentin Ionita. In all of my efforts to AP I actually did come close a couple of times. I reached a state where I heard static buzzing and felt the sensation that I was being launched out of my bed diagonally. Unfortunately, I never got past that stage and was never able to sustain it for more than a few seconds. I eventually slowed down on trying to AP due to burnout, but the torment has not let up, not even a little.

That's why I'm reaching out. By now, I've been going through this for so long that I've forgotten what it's like to be normal; to actually feel sovereign enough to do what I want to do, even think what I want. I feel like a prisoner in my own mind and body and now, it's affecting me physically. I'm at my absolute wits end and I am beyond terrified and frustrated and I have no idea what to do anymore. I know there's an answer but at this point, I don't know how to get to it on my own, nor do I have the energy.

If there is anybody who is an experienced AP'er who would be willing to help me out with this somehow, I would be more than grateful. Any kind of help would be greatly appreciated. If you feel so inclined to help, please message me in my DMs.