After looking further into this whole aspect of thinking, i noticed i have always had trouble 'letting go' It doesnt matter what aspect of life i view it in, i cant seem to let go of who i am. When dealing with psychedelics, i can never let myself completely go, i always have to know i have a backup plan incase whats going on goes bad. This goes for with all drugs and alcohol too, i can never let myself get to ego-deaf, but if im forced there its one of the most insightful and intense experiences i ever experienced.
At this point im kind of going 2 ways with this discussion, one is to discuss ways i could possibly cope with difficulties 'letting go', the other would be to push on about ego-deaf.
Im following on the ego-deaf part, but by all means go either way with ur posts. After kinda thinking back onto the few moments where i had ego-deaf just kinda sprung on me, i was noticing a lot of similarities between projecting and ego-deaf. has anyone tired or thought more in depth about inducing ego-deaf as a way to cross to the astral realm?