my hombrewing experience

hi i am meditating for a while now and consider myself at a dissent level i have this habit of trying out stuf i made up and i found 2 major discoveries which i can do but not realךy explain

1being able to get high from my med even after it stooped and while walking

2meditating and then passively moving my body literally losing any control (in luck no one was raped or anything i am prety shore i can stop it if needed הללויה )