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Ive never heard or practiced astral projection before. I do remember when I was a child having dreams of flying or being somewhere I wasn't. One time at school I was on a swing swinging. Idk what happened. But I fell asleep or something. In my dream I went high and jumped out of the swing. Closed my eyes and flew around the school playground. At the end I flew and landed on my feet in front of my swing. When I woke up I was standing in front of the swing. The teacher said I jumped and just landed on my feet. It scared me. Ever since I got pregnant and had a traumatic breakup im having horrible and terrify experience.
My dreams have been pretty scary. I cant hardly sleep and it was just during dark it happened and I could sleep during the day. But now its happening during the day.
And its weird. Ill be half asleep and half awake and ill jolt up and heart racing and full sweat.
Other times I can open my eyes to a point. I can see everything around me but its like im frozen. I cant scream, cry, talk, sit up, nothing.
I keep telling myself. Wake up... You have to wake up... Just Move!!! But cant. Im numb all over. Its terrifying.
Its like im floating and cant move.
I have had episodes where I feel like im floating and im on the ceiling looking down. But its not looking at myself. It looking at a window and flowers. Like a kitchen with flowers or something. But when I finally able to move and focus its the ceiling and window im seeing.
I don't know what to do someone please help me.
I know not alot of people believe in mediums but they do exist. I have been able to see spirits since I was 8 and been able to talk to them since age 14.
I have always had dreams of me doing spells and messing with potions but Ive been such a strong Christian I ignored them.
Ive helped the spirits that I could see needed answers or explanation. But I nevEr have tried to seek them out. It use to scare me.
Well recently I have been having the spells and potion dreams again and looking into it. Then I had a traumatic breakup and now this night terror is what i call it has started every single night.
Idk what to think.
